“Morning, sunshine. Have fun with your cat nap?”
Jack’s voice tickled along his ear, sending a little shiver through his body despite the anxious little twist in his stomach that came when he opened his eyes and saw Jack’s handsome face looking down at him.
The fondness in his eyes was undeniable. But Rhys wondered how much he actually deserved it.
The floor thumped softly as Jack got on his knees besides the hammock, hands knitting into the intricate rope work suspending the bed as he leaned forward and nuzzled his nose against Rhys’ cheek. His nostrils flared, blowing his own scent over Rhys’ skin like it could shield him from danger. It did help ease Rhys’ nerves somewhat, even coming from the main source of his worry.
“You’re such a pretty little thing, bundled up like this. Almost didn’t want to disturb ya, but it’s been a good couple of hours since I’ve seen those pretty eyes and I just had to.”
“That’s always your excuse for waking me up…” Rhys mumbled softly, wrapping his arms about his chest, elbows resting on either side of his belly. He glanced at Jack, expectant, but the alpha didn’t make a move or say anything further. He just sat, half-leaning against the hammock, looking at Rhys’ like he was the most important thing on the entire planet.
Hi it’s been awhile. This is like 6k of mpreg fluff along with some last minute issues I needed to wrap up. There’s going to be a small little epilogue that will be going up in the next few days to cap it all off, but this is the last “official” chapter as it were. Hopefully you guys are still reading haha
If you’re interested in reading this from the beginning you can find the full fic on ao3!
The last seven months with Jack had been pure bliss.
Every morning he’d woken up with his alpha in bed, warming the sheets next to him and covering them in a warm, spicy scent that had instantly made Rhys feel at ease.
He honestly had no metric with which to compare Jack to, in terms of alpha involvement with a pregnancy. Vasquez had been a null presence, utterly absent as Rhys had struggled through pregnancy all on his own.
But Jack had been there to rub cream into his growing belly, there to kiss his neck and calm him down whenever Rhys got anxious or upset. He had been there to hold his hand at his doctor’s appointments, glaring protectively at all the medical personnel as the moved their hands and sensors over the omega’s belly. He had been there when they found out they were having a little boy. He had been there to chuckle and shake his head when he caught Rhys making a nest of sheets and Jack’s clothing in one corner of there room, before sitting down by the snuggly omega and wrapping his arms around his growing middle. He had been there to have an extra room painted and decked out as a nursery, there to take candid pictures of Rhys resting in a rocking chair in the corner, hands resting on his belly as he napped in the light of Elpis.
And to top it all off, one day Jack had come home all excited kisses, to tell Rhys that it was finally ready.
It, being Rhys’ surprise. The omega had expected maybe a nice dinner, or a new suit tailored specifically to his growing form, or maybe an ice cream cart installed in his bedroom so he didn’t have to either get up in the middle of the night and waddle to the freezer or kick Jack awake.
But a massive mansion and a planned island vacation on a luxurious tropical planet was just as nice.
They’d arrived after the smoothest transport ride Rhys had ever taken—whether that was due to the updated luxury of Jack’s personal craft, or a couple of tasteful threats levied at the pilots to drive extra carefully—and without the usual cramp in his thighs and the small of his back that came with long trips Rhys was more than happy to stretch his legs out in the peachy Eden 6 sunlight.
“….Wow…” Was all he could say as he shielded his eyes and peered up the coastal vista, where the mansion sat perfectly perched near the elegant cliffside.
It was huge. Rhys was pretty sure he couldn’t even see it all, considering the fans of shimmering fronds that shielded most of the house from the outside, while still keeping a perfect view of the endless ocean from the huge walls of windows sandwiched in between the sharp angles of the modern design. It’s pale blue paint matched nicely to the deep blue sky above and the jeweled, turquoise waves lapping up against the rosy shoreline below.
Rhys breathed deeply, a happy smile curled over his face. Cyrus would love the place, but Rhys had insisted he stay on Helios with Vaughn until school let out for the spring.
Pebbles crunched behind him as a hand slipped around his waist, giving his hips a proud pat.
“So?” Jack grinned at him, holding his hand out as if to cup the mansion in his palm. “What do you think?”
“….I’m shocked it’s not yellow.”
Jack laughed.
“You know, I was gonna paint it yellow, then one of the planners made a big stink about how it’d ruin the natural beauty or something…I was about ready to wring his stupid little neck, but then he showed me that cute little shade of blue, and well…lets just say he’s lucky daddy has a soft spot for robin’s egg.”
The company porters quickly unloaded their luggage from the underbelly of the transport, going ahead so Rhys and Jack could enjoy a leisurely walk without feeling hurried by the idea of unpacking. Rhys appreciated the sights as well as the slower pace—the doctor wanted him walking to help his circulation and mood, but warned him not to strain himself too much. Rhys didn’t think that’d be much of a problem, especially on this trip. Not only was Jack overprotective, but he also had probably stuffed the house full of luxuries and sedentary activities to prevent Rhys from getting either too bored or so antsy he’d want to try and do something risky.
The pup kicked in Rhys’ belly, as if to remind him that yes he had a very good reason to not push himself too much. He chuckled, answering his pup with a soft rub to his stomach that drew Jack’s attention as they walked the flower-rimmed path.
“He giving you trouble?”
“Nah, not too much.” Rhys rubbed his stomach, rucking up the soft material of his shirt. “Just letting me know he’s awake.”
Jack stopped him momentarily. He did this from time to time, interrupting whatever Rhys was doing so he could feel his belly. The omega usually gave in and let him, unless they were someplace embarrassing, but without another stranger for a thousand miles around he allowed it. Jack’s hands felt good on him this far into the pregnancy, with how stretched out and round he’d gotten.
Jack hunched slightly, his hands playing on both sides of Rhys’ belly as he tried to feel for the baby. The omega detected the flutter of the pup against his insides, but that didn’t necessarily mean that Jack would feel anything. But just as he was about to brush Jack’s hands off, the pup suddenly turned, kicking out against Jack’s left palm so hard that it moved.
“A-Ah, that was a big one…” Rhys huffed as Jack smirked, rubbing the spot where the baby had nudged out.
“Haha, what a strong little pup, look at him…all right, all right, easy, Jack Jr.”
Rhys snorted as Jack’s hands finally left his bump, allowing them to continue their walk towards the mansion.
“You’re not gonna give up on that, huh?”
“Jack’s such a good name, pumpkin. I tell ya. He’ll come right outta the womb with swagger.”
“I don’t know if I want my baby having swagger….and I think one Jack is enough,” he chided gently as the approached the front porch of home, the couple practically dwarfed by the massive pediment, supported by columns intricately carved like honeycomb, with enough holes to make Rhys wonder how it could possibly be holding everything up.
“Some omegas get rings or clothes as gifts…I get a whole house.” Rhys couldn’t help the smug smile that came over him at seeing just how much love and detail had been put into the mansion.
The mansion that his alpha had built for him. How many omegas could say they had an alpha who did half that much?
“Only the best for you, cupcake,” Jack purred as he led through the doors held open by the servants, who met them with expectant smiles.
The inside of the mansion somehow looked bigger than it did on the outside. The ceiling shot upwards, the cool white broken by massive skylights that let in the glow of the tropical sun above.
The western wall of the living room opened up completely with floor to ceiling glass, allowing even more light to shine through onto the sleek black and white decor. Jack had clearly managed to sneak a bit of his own personal tastes past the interior designer, because spots of yellow dotted the walls and floors in the form of modern pantings and the occasional accent pillow tossed artfully on the couches.
“Do you love it, sugar?” Jack purred as he came up behind his mate, hands happily coming to grasp each other over his stomach as he nested his chin on Rhys’ shoulder.
“It…it’s a lot to take in,” he admitted. Though he really did like it. Being with Jack had really whet his taste for luxury, and the pristine home definitely satisfied it more and more with each minute he stood inside.
“Damn right it is. It’s got everything your little heart could desire…” Jack fanned his arm out in the wide space, as if presenting at a gala. “You want the grand tour, huh sugar? May I suggest starting with the master bedroom?”
“How about we end the tour in the bedroom, big guy?” Rhys bumped his butt back against Jack’s as the alpha started to pet his hip with his other hand. “If we do it in the beginning then well…the tour might as well be over before it even begins.”
“Save it for the grand finale, huh? Oh, you won’t be disappointed.”
Rhys laughed as Jack lead him out of the living room and into one of the many hallways branching off into all corners of the mansion.
“I never am.”
A few days into their vacation, and Rhys was already in heaven.
Jack had everything here that he could possibly need. There was a kitchen stuffed to the brim with everything Rhys could think of craving, and a line of cooks ready to prepare it specifically for him. There was a clinic and a doctor on call if Rhys wanted to see the baby or check in with his health. There was a fully staffed spa ready to massage Rhys’ aching calves or rub lotion into his skin or do his hair. Rhys had to admit he’d sought out their services more than once so far on his vacation, and they’d only been there for a few days. He was still getting used to the idea that people were being paid large salaries to wait on him hand and foot, but gradually—and as he grew more and ungainly and achy—he was starting to get used to it all.
But there was something that still weighed on the omega’s brain, that fidgeted at the back of his neck, and made the heat in his body spike past the now usual pregnant warmth.
Jack hadn’t yet bonded him.
Part of Rhys had just expected Jack to go for it after learning that the omega was pregnant. It wasn’t entirely unheard of to go about things the way they had, but usually pairs were bonded before having pups, and Rhys had figured Jack would have wanted to play “catch up.” But Jack had never initiated, never brought it up with Rhys, and Rhys had been far too blissed out on pregnancy hormones and basking in the attention Jack was lavishing on him to think much about it.
But now that he was nearing the end of his pregnancy, the topic of bonding was again rearing its head. Rhys found himself dwelling on it whenever he had a quiet moment to himself. At first, he’d been able to keep himself busy with all the activities available to him, as well as the parts of the mansion hidden through virtue of its sheer size, but by the third day he’d started spending his time just sitting alone, thinking.
On the fourth day, he spent most of the morning and afternoon in bed. Or, rather, the hammock bed hanging next to the window in the room he shared with Jack. It was nest-like, forming a cozy little alcove that made him feel nice and comfortable—weightless, which was pretty important especially as he continued to get bigger. He marveled at how much he’d already grown, worried about how big he could possibly get.
Rhys had spent a couple hours watching the television hookup on his palm display, but now he just wanted to enjoy the natural ambience drifting in from the shore. He relaxed, cheek nuzzled against his pillow, hand rubbing down to cradle his belly as he stared out over the sparkling, turquoise waves that stretched out towards the fuzzy horizon, letting their rolling movements lull him into the depths of his own thoughts.
Rhys had encouraged Jack to go out and explore the surrounding cliffside, not wanting to keep his alpha totally cooped up in the mansion just because he had to be. The place was huge, sure, but there were still walls and a ceiling boxing the space in and sometimes a breath of fresh air could do the body good. Rhys sometime sat outside on the porch as well, letting the warm breeze blow in from the ocean and over his relaxing body, but Jack craved something with a little bit more adrenaline. So he’d let him go rock-scrambling down one of the cliffs to a secret little bay full of tide pools that one of the many guides had been gushing about, with the promise that he’d take pictures and bring him back a shell or an interesting rock or two.
Rhys hadn’t had the energy to go out on the porch today, nor downstairs at all, really. He’d only moved to go to the bathroom once or twice, then again to switch from the main bed he shared with Jack to the hammock by the window. Thankfully, the breeze was just as nice up here as it was down on the cliffside porch.
Not so thankfully, all he could think of thanks to the quiet and Jack’s absence was how the alpha hadn’t broached the subject of bonding yet.
The baby was almost here—he kicked at Rhys’ stomach pointedly, as if he could hear the omega’s thoughts. It seemed like the thing to do. Usually the bonding came before the baby, but so far Rhys had kind of bucked the trend in terms of the normal omega life plan. And Jack didn’t seem to bat an eye at his unusual way of going about things, taking it as it came with charm and humor.
Still.
He worried his lip, old insecurities starting to float about his mind as he closed his eyes, trying to chase them away with the allure of a nap. But they poked at him, needling.
Maybe Jack didn’t want to bond.
Maybe he still wanted a way out.
Maybe you’re not good enough.
Rhys tugged the blanket tighter about himself, his brows scrunched uncomfortably together.
He’d thought these thoughts were long buried. Taken away once Jack finally admitted he loved him, agreed to live with him, agreed to have a baby with him.
Rhys managed to fall into a somewhat troubled nap, tossing and turning the most he could with his heavy belly weighing him down against the hammock. Despite the discomfort, he stayed asleep up until the point where warm lips brushed up against his temple, sending him fluttering awake.
“Morning, sunshine. Have fun with your cat nap?”
Jack’s voice tickled along his ear, sending a little shiver through his body despite the anxious little twist in his stomach that came when he opened his eyes and saw Jack’s handsome face looking down at him.
The fondness in his eyes was undeniable. But Rhys wondered how much he actually deserved it.
The floor thumped softly as Jack got on his knees besides the hammock, hands knitting into the intricate rope work suspending the bed as he leaned forward and nuzzled his nose against Rhys’ cheek. His nostrils flared, blowing his own scent over Rhys’ skin like it could shield him from danger. It did help ease Rhys’ nerves somewhat, even coming from the main source of his worry.
“You’re such a pretty little thing, bundled up like this. Almost didn’t want to disturb ya, but it’s been a good couple of hours since I’ve seen those pretty eyes and I just had to.”
“That’s always your excuse for waking me up…” Rhys mumbled softly, wrapping his arms about his chest, elbows resting on either side of his belly. He glanced at Jack, expectant, but the alpha didn’t make a move or say anything further. He just sat, half-leaning against the hammock, looking at Rhys’ like he was the most important thing on the entire planet.
Rhys blushed under the unconditional attention, fidgeting softly even when Jack started to pet his arm, eventually drifting up to where the omega’s hand rested on the underside of his stomach. The touch made him squirrelly, Jack’s sudden presence bringing to the forefront all the things he’d been trying to distance himself from in his nap.
“Jack, wait…” He stopped him as Jack tried to tug the hem of his blue shirt up and over his stomach. It was a surefire sign the alpha was about to get lost in feeling his belly and the movements of his pup for the next couple of minutes, but Rhys felt seized with an urgency that he needed to get this out now.
“What’s up?” Jack patted the hem back down, though he kept his hands on Rhys’ stomach as he peered up curiously at his mate. Rhys swallowed.
“I need…”
“What, sugar? You got one of those pesky cravings? Cause you know you can just buzz the chef and he’ll whip you up anything you want—“
“N-no, no, it’s not food…” Lunch did sound good. But Rhys couldn’t put this off any longer, lest it disturb what was supposed to be his last pre-baby vacation further.
“Then what, babe? You know you can tell me anything.”
“Okay. Um. First can you help me uh…get to the bed?” Rhys would rather be laying down besides Jack when he broached this.
“I can do you one better, kitten.” Jack stuck out his arms, slipping them underneath Rhys’ body despite the omega’s blush and half-hearted protests. He made a big show about hoisting Rhys up into his arm, earning an annoyed pout from the omega. Jack fixed his posture with a sheepish smile, carrying Rhys over to the bed and gently laying him down on his side, facing towards the window and the softly swaying hammock.
Jack sat down on the other side of the bed, looking down at the reclining omega for a moment before he flopped down besides him, sending the bed bouncing. Rhys wondered what it was made out of. He wondered if Jack could tell him.
First things first.
“Okay, so…you remember what we talked about a couple months ago?”
Rhys wasn’t dumb. He came laden with baggage and he’d wanted to make sure Jack knew it might spring up occasionally if they wanted to be together.
Jack had been cool with it at the time, assuring Rhys that he’d be there to listen whenever he needed it. Which was all nice talk that had placated him and made him feel better in the moment. But he’d never really taken Jack up on that request yet. To talk about sticky feelings.
“Oh, yeah. I remember.”
But if they were going to raise a baby together, he needed to do this.
“I…I think I wanna cash in that chip now.”
“Sure thing, kiddo. Shoot.”
Rhys fidgeted with the hem of his loose fitting shirt, though loose didn’t seem to apply to him anymore. He’d grown so much that even his biggest clothes seemed to cling to him. Sometimes the hem bunched up at the underside of his belly, rubbing against his skin uncomfortably. He could probably get away with going about the mansion naked, though the thought of doing so in front of the servants, even if they were paid to tolerate any shenanigans he and Jack might get up to, was a little too much.
He flattened the curling hem against his stomach, taking a deep breath and feeling his middle expand softly in response.
“I….I’m just not sure…I realized that you haven’t…that we didn’t…”
Jack tapped his finger against Rhys’ hip, though his eyes held a surprising amount of patience.
“That we haven’t…well…bonded yet.”
Rhys closed his eyes tight, too scared to look at Jack’s expression. Even hearing his voice was almost too much as Jack cleared his throat, sounding bemused.
“Kitten…I…”
“Oh god, just forget it,” Rhys moaned, covering his face with his hands as he burrowed his chin towards his chest, suddenly wanting to disappear. “Just forget I asked.”
Strong hands, gentled with concern, grasped lightly at his wrists. Rhys let Jack pull his hands away from his face, though he didn’t open his eyes until Jack’s lips softly pressed against his lids. He opened them one by one, Jack’s softly smiling face slowly coming back into view as if he’d just switched up the resolution.
“Is that why you wanted me to go out today, sugar? You were worrying about…something like that?”
“Well, I didn’t want an antsy alpha on my hands either. You needed to get out and stretch your legs.”
Jack’s fingers stroked against the inside of his wrist, as if wanting to calm his pulse. Rhys shifted gently, adjusting his belly’s position against the sheets.
“So….um…what do you think?”
“About bonding?”
“Yeah.”
“I…I didn’t.”
Rhys stomach sank slightly.
“Oh.”
“W-Wait, hold on, it’s not that I’m…I…I guess I just didn’t think about it.”
Rhys snorted, eyes falling to Jack’s throat.
“Don’t lie.”
The alpha’s Adam’s apple bobbed indignantly.
“I’m not!”
“You’re an alpha…bonding is like…end game for you guys just like it is for us.”
“Hmm, always figured my end game was like, ruling the universe or something.”
Rhys puffed softly, glancing back up to Jack.
“There’s still plenty of time to do that.”
“No conquering for you ’til after you push out that pup, sugar.” Jack pointedly brushed his hand over Rhys’ belly. “Though maybe I’ll let ya blow up a camp or two if you get real antsy.”
“I don’t think I find destroying as cathartic as you do…ice cream and blackmail is how I get my kicks.”
“Pfft. Typical omega. All about sweets n’ sabotage.”
“I’d like to call you a typical alpha, but if you’re more set on world domination than bonding, well…” Rhys was teasing, but a kernel of worry sprung up in him at the idea that maybe Jack was more interested in personal conquests rather than personal relationships.
Jack shook his fingers through his hair, one eyebrow kinked up in thought.
“Man. I guess I have been thinking about it a bit. I just…hm. I dunno.”
“What? You know this talking things out stuff goes both ways.” Rhys reached out to pet his forearm. Jack got the hint, scooting in closer until his torso just about brushed up against Rhys’ belly. The omega lightly laced their fingers together as Jack reached forward with his other hand to to brush the loose hair away from Rhys temple.
“I guess I just didn’t want to pressure you, babe. I know there’s been…well”
Jack’s hand settled softly against the side of Rhys’ face, the omega reaching up to cover it with his own free palm.
“Stuff.”
Jack sniffed.
“That’s putting it lightly.”
Rhys rubbed Jack’s hand with his thumb, enjoying their combined weight against his cheek.
“I know there’s been….stuff, there’s always gonna be stuff but…well, I…I think…”
Rhys took as deep a breath as he could with his stomach weighing against him.
“I’m not exactly opposed to it.”
“Me neither.”
“There’s not really….a reason not to do it, then. Is there?”
“Unless you’re scared.”
Scared wasn’t really the word Rhys would use. Apprehensive, maybe. This wasn’t like how it had been with Hugo. If things went wrong he couldn’t end it as easily as he’d ended it with his ex—and he struggled to even call that easy. If something happened, or if Jack decided further down the line he didn’t want him, he didn’t know he could survive that. Especially after bonding.
“Maybe a little.”
“Well, good thing I’m never scared.” Jack gave the hand between them a reassuring squeeze as that beaming smile blossomed across his face for a moment, before fading into something softer. “I’ve got enough courage for the both of us.”
Jack slid the palm against Rhys’ cheek out from under his hand, trailing down his jawline to carefully take the omega’s chin between his fingers.
“It’s not hurting you, is it? I mean…I’m not a big expert on omega stuff but I got that bonding has an affect on pregnancy…you seemed and smelled pretty happy, sugar, so I didn’t…”
“Oh no, no I’ve been…I’ve been fine, really…” Rhys assured with a slight wave of his hand. “I haven’t really noticed any….major isolation or sadness or anything like that…stuff that you worry about during un-bonded pregnancy…you’ve been great, really.”
“Good. I mean, of course I’ve been great.”
Jack wasn’t wrong. They were vacationing in a testament built to show off how great Jack was. Rhys had never felt so spoiled before.
He curled his knees up slight, thighs nudging up against the underside of his belly as he sought a slightly more comfortable position. Rhys looked down between them, the ample blue mound of his stomach bridging the gap between him and his lover.
So many omegas he’d spoken to over the years couldn’t fathom the idea of getting pregnant before bonding. They’d given him an earful, usually after he accidentally let spill that he was a single father. All he really knew about its sanctity seemed to come from other people who thought it to be the real beginning of life between an alpha and omega. But he and Jack had already long begun their life together before thoughts of bonding even seriously entered each other’s head. Their relationship had endured so much, remained solid even without the support of the bond. Hell, his body had carried one, almost two children without it.
Maybe he’d been stronger than he’d thought.
“You…you’d really want this, right?” He ventured. “You’re not just…saying you want to bond because I brought it up, right?”
Jack shrugged.
“Bond, no bond, as long as I’m with you. If you wanna do it, then I’m up for it. If not, then it’s fine too.” Jack winked. “You’re not the only one who bucks the trend on what endotypes are supposed to do.”
Rhys worried his lip.
“Maybe, well…I don’t think I need it, but…I am interested in experiencing what it feels like to be bonded and pregnant. I hear it’s like a natural high.” Rhys wiggled his toes. “Might help me feel better about my sore back and feet. You’d probably be on massage duty a little less.”
“Aw, but I love getting my hands on you.”
“You still can,” Rhys sung softly, stroking his fingers up and down Jack’s chest. “But it…it might be fun. To bond. Is what I’m saying.”
“Just say the word, babe.”
In the past few months, almost year now—Rhys wouldn’t let Jack forget about their anniversary even if they might be knee deep in feedings and diaper changing at the time—the alpha had proved himself caring and trustworthy over and over again. Rhys couldn’t forget that in his trepidation. He couldn’t let himself give into his own insecurity any longer, not when Jack was being honest about his own feelings and need with him.
“Okay then.” Rhys stated, feeling his chest flutter as the words left his lips. “I want to do it. I want to bond.”
Jack leaned his chest forward, keeping mind of Rhys’ belly as he wrapped his lover up in his arms as best as he could, peppering kisses all over his forehead.
“That’s perfect, sugar. Just swell.” Jack pulled back to grin down at Rhys, who met him with a smaller, equally tender smile.
“Yeah?”
“Oh yeah. When do you want me to do it? You need me to roll out the red carpet, pour you champagne, or something like that?”
“No.” Rhys leaned up to brush their noses together. “I just need you to love me. Um. While you do it.”
“Heh. Easy-peasy, cupcake.”
Jack started to move, sitting up and leaning over Rhys. The omega rolled half onto his back before Jack managed to claim his lips, hands planting on either side of the bed around him. Rhys flushed deep as they parted, deeper when Jack’s hand brushed against his inner thigh.
“Now?”
Jack scented him from ear to chin, chuffing softly against his lips as he met Rhys’ eyes.
“We’ve got a beautiful view and the sea air breezing in. Birdies chirping in the trees. You’re in your awesome boyfriend’s billion dollar mansion that he built just for you. And we’re the only people that matter for hundreds of miles around. It’s as good a time now as any.”
Despite the talk of bonding and their own building eagerness, Jack still took the time to work him up with kissing and foreplay before moving on to the main event. His throat blossomed with light bruises that dripped down to his collar by the time his alpha set about divesting him of his clothing. He let Jack strip him completely naked, rolling his shirt up and over his head before shaking the stretchy pants free from his ankles. Jack had a bad habit of tossing his clothes carelessly on the floor, but Rhys saved the chiding for later. He had more important things to concern himself with, chief among them the warmth of Jack’s crotch against his bare rear and the hot damp of his mouth against the back of his neck.
Jack stuck a pillow in the customary position between Rhys’ belly and knees. It had been awhile since they’d had sex in this particular position, considering how large and uncomfortable Rhys had gotten, but with the idea of bonding set into his bones, it just felt right to be on his hands and knees with his alpha at his back.
The breeze from the open window swirled about the room, cooling the skin not heated by the friction of their bodies, providing a contrast that made Rhys shiver. His belly rubbed against the sheets as Jack carefully placed his hands upon his lower back, balancing himself as he slid his own pants down around his hips. Rhys shuddered softly as he felt the warm head of Jack’s cock, already wet with pre-cum, rub against his rear.
“You ready for me?”
Rhys nodded.
“Yeah.”
Jack’s cock slid in, so easily that in no time he’d rooted himself in up to the balls. Rhys purred happily at the weight inside of him, familiar and constant despite how his own weight had grown. He rutted softly back into Jack’s hips, encouraging the alpha to press closer to him. Jack responded in kind, rubbing his chest and stomach up against Rhys’ curved back. He kissed his shoulder, brushing his teeth against his skin. Rhys could feel the length of his canines, already pushed out from his gums in excitation of their instincts.
Sex might not be necessary to bonding but it helped Rhys relax in the face of what was coming. Having Jack’s weight against him, a familiar feeling inside of him, helped keep him calm and aroused and open to the idea of this man officially taking him as his mate. He gripped the sides of the pillow underneath him, rubbing his cheek against the silky case as he looked up at Jack with one eye, not wanting to lose sight of his alpha up until the point where he leaned in to bite and bind himself to Rhys.
It wasn’t long before he felt the familiar swell of a knot start to work open his entrance, more slick spilling out in answer. His heart leapt in his chest as Jack panted against his neck, fuzzy and unsure whether each breath might quickly come down in a bite that would change his life forever. His toes curled, fingers tensing into the pillow beneath his head.
There’s still time to back out, the voice in the back of his head needled. His eyelid fluttered half closed, straining slightly against the pleasure rocking through his body.
Hugo had talked about bonding on occasion, but as a joke, as something to dangle over Rhys’ head. The idea had laid about their relationship like a trap, a net to spring and catch Rhys’ leg lest he misbehave.
But now he wanted it. He really wanted it.
He could be Jack’s, but Jack could be his, too. It wasn’t a trap, wasn’t a game, wasn’t born from pity. They laid on the same playing field, chest to back, heart to heart on the bed. Jack wanted this.
Rhys wanted this.
“Jack….Jack….do it.”
Rhys’ chest hitched at the scrape of teeth against the throbbing, sensitive gland at the back of his neck, still untouched despite everything that Rhys had been through. His bonding site had never been something he’d consciously protected, but as Jack prepared to bite down on it he became more aware of it then he’d ever been—aware it’s something he couldn’t take back, couldn’t redo, couldn’t fix once it was broken.
It filled him with anticipation.
“Do it.”
The teeth at his neck were like light bursting through a patch of clouds—as fangs popped into his flesh and punctured his bonding site he was suddenly awash with a warmth spreading outwards from the bite, tingling like fire from the nape of his neck all the way down to his tailbone and out through his nerves to the ends of his fingers and even down to the tips of his toes. His mouth hung open in a reedy, lingering moan as he clutched the pillow to his face. He bit out the whine in the fabric of his pillow, the sound loud and insistent even when muffled by the damp fabric of the case torn between his teeth.
He didn’t know how much time has passed before he felt the warmth of Jack’s tongue licking at the back of his neck, the brush of it over the punctures in his flesh tingling and warm instead of stinging. Only the slight tug in his ass, filtering through the dizzy bliss, reminded him that Jack had even knotted him
“You still in there, Rhysie?” Jack breathed, and as the feelings flooding his body settled deep within his bones, wrapping inextricably around him like a part of his flesh,
“I can feel you…”
“I would sure hope so, pumpkin, considering I’m knot deep inside.”
“N-No…not just that…”
Rhys took a long breath, deeply aware of the feeling of air filling his lungs as he inhaled Jack’s scent, the alpha in his blood, in his air, against his skin.
“I…I feel you everywhere.”
Jack kissed around the tender skin of the bite, his hands coming to rest tenderly atop Rhys’ forearms.
“How does it feel, Rhysie? Good?”
“Yes.”
Jack huffed, softly, and Rhys almost heard a hint of relief.
“Right back at you.”
They spend the rest of the afternoon curled up in bed, exploring each other without need for touch, enjoying the pleasure of presence with little insistence. When Rhys finally let Jack help him to his feet, he walked with a new delicacy in his step, the burden he’d grown used to carrying inside of him now shared across two shoulders. They ate dinner on the porch, hips brushing together on the plush couch as they watched the sunset together. Rhys swore he could almost smell the colors streaking like candy through the peppered clouds of the sky, his senses fine-tuned, as if a shroud he’d never known to exist had finally been lifted from around his face.
He leaned against his mate, head resting on his shoulder as Jack’s arm wound about his waist, hand splayed across the side of his belly. They felt like a pool of gold melting together, thoughts and feeling bleeding into one another as they watched the sun slowly dip below the horizon.
Rhys smiled gently, letting Jack’s emotions wash over him, winding with his own like a sturdy rope holding them through the bond. Calm washed over him, like the waves rolling against the shoreline far below, all previous worries ironed away and leaving him with nothing but bliss and hope as he looked ahead, already glowing with the promise of this new stage in their relationship.